...but clean on the inside!
As I chatted with a good friend the other night, I said to her, "those women came to my house like a tornado, and even though my house is dirty on the outside, it is clean on the inside!"
You see, they organized two huge tasks, the kitchen and the laundry/boiler room. But in the midst of organizing, they left a lot of "stuff" out in the open and so to a "trained" eye, it might not look "clean." Then you open up the cupboards and see a great organized sight.
Just like me. I am "dirty on the outside, but feel so clean on the inside."
when you look at the huge mess that's happening to my skin, and body, I look like a mess. Huge burning, bullous blisters fill my hands and feet so much that I can only type with one finger, as all the others are either burning or so fluid filled that it looks sort of like I have ten fat thumbs!
My body resembles a connect the dots sheet done by a kindergartner. And unfortunately, I woke up with a fever, chills and a red, red foot.
But you know what? I am not mad, or scared, or dissapointed. I hurt, a lot. But, I think because I'm surrounded by great people and the gospel, I'm totally at peace. I have some faith, man!
We are finally in Anchorage after a very long day yesterday. I was able to ride the DPL at AK Air and ride the elevator, be pushed in a wheelchair and pretty much have everyone else do everything for me. What a different life!
I woke up with a fever and severe burning on my red, red foot. So, after my "escort" gives me a shower, we're headed to the ER...